Lessons, Lessons, Everywhere I Look

There are lessons here to be learned. I'm trying to hard to figure out this very wild spiritual phase that I'm in. I know some of the things going on, but I'm still unsure overall. Am I being attacked? Is that a scape-goat story, I mean, should I just blame the Devil?? You know? Its hard having situations where you are torn between the secular/mundane way of thinking, and then spiritual Truths that I've come to place my Faith in.

Strange times.... I'm Listening to you, The Three Most High..... I'm Listening Ancestors. You all have my attention. Please --- help me to understand.